Kelli In the Raw: Gods/Goddesses, Spirit Guides, Angels... They're ALL Reptilians!!!

[Atma]

What the hell? Does she have any other social media presence so you can at least find out what happened? Is this the same person? https://kelliintherawtv.com/

[Mister Obvious]

The fact that YouTube deleted a channel as important as Kelli's is just leagues beyond shameful.

[Mister Obvious]

Truly disgusts me.

[Mister Obvious]

I miss Kelli on YouTube and I miss her great talks.

[Mister Obvious]

2:41:04 rofl.

[Mister Obvious]

12:25 Kelli said she's a blood type B+ which I find really interesting because that's what I am too, and it's fairly rare.

Maybe that's why I find her so easy to relate to and I agree with a lot of what she says.

[Crazytrain]

[redacted]

[Mister Obvious]

[redacted]

[Mister Obvious]

It seems that a lot of details could have been lost in the purge of Kelli's original channel from YouTube. Only longtime viewers of Kelli (I've been watching for 8 years or so) would remember some of the things that have been referenced in these recent posts.

That's why I really think that if Kelli's a bullshitter and someone who was there with her can tell the truth about it all, then they should get on a YouTube video and speak the truth. That way, their story and their recounting of the situation will be under their control on their YouTube channel. If they ever change their mind or regret anything that was said, they could just remove their own videos and be done with it.

Whereas on personal sites like this, a lot is up to admin discretion. On my site, I try to make sure people's privacy is guarded. If you're a public figure or internet celebrity, it's fair game to discuss you. But if you're a family member or a friend of theirs, you're not really supposed to be discussed in great detail. And how much you can even be discussed at all depends on a lot of factors. My general rule of thumb is that if somebody doesn't have their own YouTube channel, or a page on some social media that is clearly intended to be PUBLIC, then they really shouldn't be discussed. It's just not appropriate.

So having said all that, it's personal opinion time...

I think Kelli had a rocky childhood, she was adopted, there's a whole slew of crazy shit that comes with that in the first place. She may have had a pleasant upbringing, but she'd always be curious about her birth parents. Was she the one who found her birth mother and then was super disappointed because she said something totally weird to her? Or am I remembering someone else? Regardless, there are always so many unanswered or just badly answered questions that can become part of someone's daily life and affect their psyche in bad ways.

Then on top of that, I'd assume that with Kelli's good looks, she attracted somebody who probably cared A LOT about good looks and probably made sure she never put hers in jeopardy and probably talked shit down to her too. There's no way Kelli didn't end up with an asshole. She certainly didn't feel free around her husband to make videos in the same house, she hid in the closet, FFS. She was not supported in expressing herself whatsoever. Women rarely are, and mothers certainly never are.

As far as having kids... it's a thankless job for 18 years, and then even beyond that you are probably going to be strapped down with your adult child living in your basement or your attic, or you're gonna be taking care of their illegitimate children while they're out partying. Husbands and children take and take from you, and neither one of them see you as an INDIVIDUAL. You're someone who is there for them to feed from, in whatever way... there are countless.

So you take someone like Kelli who was probably crazier than shit from day one, and you put her into these wank, shitty situations everyone faces anyway... a superficial, troubled marriage, and children who don't understand what the fuck life is even about and won't start to get it til they're 40... and it's a recipe for pretty much exactly what happened with Kelli, only most of the time, the women don't escape. They usually live their lives trapped in that tormentous hell, til they're old and gray and forget their own names.

I think that issues with Kelli should be taken up directly with Kelli herself. And if she won't listen to what needs to be said, then put it on YouTube and let everybody know she's... whatever she is.

I don't think she's a fraud. I think she's just somebody with a very special mind who got pushed to her limits and decided that rather than die, she was just going to escape instead... and anybody left behind can either eventually figure it out and see what her life REALLY was in the past, or never figure it out and never understand but it doesn't matter anyway cuz at least she's free.

[Mister Obvious]

And as far as any traumas that people in Kelli's personal life may have experienced...

I would assume that one thing Kelli wouldn't probably suggest is to go to a good ol' classic therapist.

A psychological healthcare professional who has devoted a fair bit of their lives to helping people.

Kelli's pretty caught up in spirituality, and she may poo-poo the idea of a therapist, I really don't know...

That's just what I'm assuming. She may not encourage people to actually shop around for a good talk therapist.

But I definitely do because I know from personal experience they can be very helpful in dealing with all kinds of trauma.

Emotional trauma, mental trauma that may have been caused by physical trauma...

Everything. You name it, there's a professional that can help us talk through it, and really understand why we feel the way we feel.

Nobody should ever underestimate the possible effects of trauma, of any kind. Having someone like Kelli as a family member who you feel deserted by, that's traumatic. Having an injury in the past that was scary and difficult, that's traumatic.

There are a great many benefits in all these areas if people would go and seek GOOD mental healthcare professionals. Kelli probably won't do that, but it doesn't mean that everybody else can't do it.

[Mister Obvious]

Another thing I think is important to remember about Kelli's life is the very thing that started her YouTube channel in the first place...

Her near death experience.

She claims to have died briefly, from accidental benadryl overdose wasn't it? It's more than possible to have serious effects from taking too much benadryl, I found that out in my very early teenage years and have sworn off the stuff unless it was an allergic emergency ever since.

Anyway, if indeed she was briefly dead, the brain could have suffered some trauma such as lack of oxygen that could then have permanent effects on her mental/psychological state.

Here's a thread that discusses the topic of brain injury more in depth: https://www.sectual.com/thread-16305.html

TL;DR when the brain experiences any type of upset, such as decreased oxygen for a time, or when the liquids surrounding the brain (cerebrospinal fluid) are disturbed and sloshed around, the result can be permanent psychological effects, altered personality, and other types of sometimes noticeable, sometimes subtle lasting consequences.

I'm not saying this happened to Kelli...

But I am saying that if there's even a possibility of these things being applicable to any person's circumstances, their FULL HISTORY FROM BIRTH needs to be taken into account when trying to understand their behavior/choices.

[Mister Obvious]

Another thing I think is important to remember about Kelli's life is the very thing that started her YouTube channel in the first place...

The bottom line is, Kelli had an experience in her life that she needed to UNDERSTAND. There was no hope of anyone in her life (family, friends, or otherwise) having the ability to help her understand her experience... or even care enough to try.

She had to go to the internet and search the globe (essentially) to find answers about what she experienced, to find other people who have had the same experiences. She had to share her own experience in hopes that people who came across her story would chime in with their thoughts or their own experiences.

People in her personal life thought she was totally insane. She wasn't conforming to the roles they expected out of her (wife, mother, friend, etc.) well enough anymore, and so they considered what she was doing to be useless, and crazy behavior.

When you start searching for answers to your own experiences, that no one else around you shares, experiences that other people in your life just CANNOT relate to, and don't even care to understand...

You will be outcast, punished, disowned, berated and made fun of for searching for answers.

You will be painted as a crazy person, talked down to, covertly and openly sabotaged, etc.

When you are no longer serving your indentured servant role as a "mother/wife/friend" and OTHER PEOPLE'S needs/wants/desires are no longer clearly the most important thing to you...

You will be berated by those people who are no longer able to feed on your energy the way that they used to.

I think Kelli did the right thing by finding people who could relate to her experiences, rather than never trying to understand her own life and just being a good, quiet, obedient slave to people in her life who needed to use her.

I think she did the right thing by escaping.

[Mister Obvious]

6:50 I don't think Kelli's been "rejected" so much as she's been bullied and shit on by everyone she's ever known...

[Mister Obvious]

Fuck everyone who makes Kelli feel this way.

She was abandoned at birth by people she's had to spend the rest of her life being curious about.

She was adopted by people who she had to balance her love/appreciation for with that curiosity about her "real" biological donors.

She can't speak with her adoptive mother anymore due to dementia, or maybe she passed away entirely, regardless it's pretty much the same thing.

So the only people who were EVER legitimately kind and loving to her (to whatever degree) since she was a child are now UNREACHABLE.

She spent her early adult life until the age of 50 slaving away for ungrateful people who treated her like shit.

She FINALLY escaped because SHE HAD TO if she wanted to fucking live, she was suicidal, she was DONE not being heard, she was DONE not being appreciated, she was DONE being used and fucked and screwed.

Now she's living alone (in a state with weather that I would personally never fucking accept) trying to make ends meet.

She's STILL being betrayed by people who are supposed to love her, ANYTIME she lets them in.

The one thing I hope for Kelli is that she CAN be independent for THE REST of her life and NEVER have to depend on or even deal with the people in her past who NEVER appreciated who she was, NEVER could admit that she was right, and only shit talk her amongst themselves and claim she's nuts.

Kelli has NO SUPPORT IN LIFE, aside from the people online who she's literally DRAGGED THE GLOBAL POND for the past decade in order to FIND. They are intellectual support, somewhat emotional support, spiritual support...

But beyond that, Kelli stands ALONE.

And I hope that she ALWAYS can.

[Mister Obvious]

11:00 LITERALLY EVERYONE has shit on Kelli for her ENTIRE LIFE.

Imagine that.

Imagine having to be that person who gets treated like SHIT by EVERYONE, endlessly.

Just an endless fucking loop of being used, shit on, betrayed, shit-talked, underappreciated, misunderstood (or just really not even understood at all, no one put in the effort, no one had the ABILITY)...

You'd probably end up thinking God hated you or something, if you weren't blessed with the HARD EARNED ability to look at it through a universal/existential WIDE lens.

Thank God she can do that...

If she couldn't, she probably wouldn't be sitting there today.

I thank God that Kelli is a free-thinker, able to unshackle herself from the bonds of total parasitism that has plagued her for her entire life.

AT LEAST she has that.

Kelli is an amazing person with SHARP intelligence that most people just can't even fathom...

And it doesn't matter what she has done to other people because it all STARTED SOMEWHERE.

It started with wrongs done against her since infancy.

And if people don't have the ability to UNDERSTAND THAT, or the CARING for her that goes deep enough to LOOK AT THE REAL REASONS behind her behavior, whatever it may be...

Then fuck those people.

[Mister Obvious]

13:00 no it's not "stuff" and it's not "things"...

It's a PICTURE of somebody's SOUL when they do that kind of shit to your SPECIAL BELONGINGS THAT THEY KNOW YOU LOVE.

It's a picture of how everyone has always thought they could just go ahead and take a big drizzly fucking shit on Kelli.

That's what it is.

I'm just saying...

The people that have populated Kelli's life up until these recent years have been nothing but a bunch of karmic challenges.

They've been nothing but a bunch of tests.

EVERYONE she's ever known has shit on her and she maintained her role in being their friend, their family member, their co-worker, WHATEVER...

She did it for as long as was humanly possible, and they would have sucked the essence out of her til she really was dead.

And I guarantee you, they're mad because she left and they didn't get the CHANCE to do that.

They don't get the chance to do that, anymore.

[Mister Obvious]

18:20 so she confirms that her mother did die recently.

So yes, effectively as of now, in Kelli's 52nd year of life, SHE STANDS ALONE.

There is no longer ANYONE on the planet with true, genuine unconditional love for her.

This is what happens when our parents die. IF they were GOOD parents. When they die... you are alone.

Truly. And you've never been more alone in your entire life than when your parents are DEAD.

When Kelli breaks down and cries and says, "I wish I could talk to my mother." Well those are feelings that nobody can understand until they truly DO NOT HAVE that parent to talk to anymore.

Any woman who's ever been married or had children can relate to the drizzly shitfest that has been Kelli's life in that regard...

But it's a whole new level when you don't even have your parents anymore.

That's a whole new level of alone.

So again, props to Kelli for being able to stand by herself, be strong in her convictions, and CUT OFF the people who seek to feed on her.

But she's never gonna find good people, anywhere. Not really. She has to understand that a truly free life DOES mean standing alone.

That's not to say you won't be able to find new confidants, that's not to say they won't be there in some of your times of need...

But NONE OF US will ever truly find anyone else in the world who loved us like our parents did (if they were good).

Kelli should never stop working on her expansion and her ability to say fuck 'em all.

She should make that muscle so strong, so big and so formidable that she would NEVER consider allowing piranhas into her life ever again.

Not new ones, not old ones, none at all.

She should keep reaching out to her audience, broadcasting her lessons, her emotions, her thoughts and experiences, her perspective...

Because EVERYONE'S VOICE deserves to be heard, far and wide, EVERYONE'S story deserves to be told to the whole world, no matter who doesn't like it.

We can pick and choose whose stories out of ALL those voices, that we resonate with and understand and feel like they're telling OUR own story in part.

We can be indifferent to the ones we don't agree with, relate to, or feel any connection with.

But EVERYONE is gonna be fucking heard in this world before it's over with, and with Kelli's story, it's plain to see she's been walked all over, discounted, and NEVER validated in who she TRULY is.

[Mister Obvious]

Whatever you want in life, you better give it to yourself, cuz you're not gonna get it any other way.

I know A LOT of people who are estranged from their families, their parents, etc.

And in the past I've made sure to tell them that as long as their family member is walking the earth, there's a chance for reconciliation.

In every case, I've been met with nothing but rejection of the mere concept.

And that's fine...

But anybody out there who isn't talking to their family member/parent(s) because of some stupid shit...

They better fucking make it right before they're sitting in front of the mirror like Kelli, sobbing and WISHING that they could talk to their mother/father/sister/brother.

When people are dead, they're fucking gone forever and you don't GET another chance.

People who are estranged because of their own egos NEVER grasp this concept.

I've known people in their 40s and 50s who don't talk to their families, by choice, because he/she did this, and he/she did that, and THEM, and THEY. Never "me", never "because I", NEVER taking responsibility.

Grievous.

[Mister Obvious]

A lot of people's families suck. A lot of people were abused by their parents. A lot of people have completely retarded families. Emotionally retarded, spiritually retarded, you name it.

When I say "estranged," I'm not referencing people who abandoned their families for GOOD REASON.

I'm talking about the people who feel like mommy or daddy did 'em wrong, and never admit where THEY fucked up.

It's self-imposed estrangement.

Kelli's estranged from all her old connections because she pretty much HAD to do that in order to survive.

They were never gonna get it. They were never gonna SEE HER. Truly value her, appreciate her.

They were never gonna praise her for bending over backward to suit their every whim for DECADES.

For Kelli, abandoning those people was the right choice, a choice of survival, and a well carried out choice at that.

For those who Kelli abandoned... THEY are estranged. They're the ones who are estranged.

Kelli shouldn't trust anyone going forward... new friends and connections will eventually just shit on her too.

Keep people at a distance, keep 'em behind a power button, and keep them the fuck out of your energy field.

Standing alone is the true way to live... and the people who can't do it, the people who can't be alone and CAN'T face themselves, they are the users and abusers of this world.

[Mister Obvious]

And let me just unequivocally state this fact...

Some of the people online who encouraged Kelli's departure from enslavement are NOT good influences 90% of the rest of the time.

Lmao.

For real.

Some of them had VERY selfish motivations for "helping" her in that time of her life...

But they were used as tools.

She was protected from their intentions, but they did move mountains in helping her declare her freedom.

So thanks to those people as well.

Kelli shouldn't let ANY of these online people too close into her life, ever.

The format she uses to reach out to the globe is totally fine.

Her talking to the camera, bullshitting with the chat, it's whatever.

She needs to make sure that at the end of the day, she's finding her ultimate solace WITHIN HERSELF and NOT listening (ultimately) to the people online.

She's a hustler, an entrepreneur, and a brilliant businesswoman...

That's all she should really be focusing on and working toward in the public/online sphere.