05-20-2022, 11:20 AM
I know lucid dreaming isn't very popular here, but it's relevant to the following bits to mention that I've been practicing it a lot of late, and have had some very cool discoveries.
Very early this morning, I woke abruptly from a dream because I came too hard into it with my consciousness in an effort to "go lucid", which is like the lucid dream version of premature ejaculation. But there was a residual effect of coming too hard, and it blew me the fuck away, and I'd like to share it here.
I "caught" my subconscious writing the dream behind the scenes. I "heard" or "saw" or "intuited" my subconscious jockeying with elements of the dream in an effort to make it more sustainable and believable to me.
The crux of the dream was that I was camping with two women, and that I was going to share a large sleeping bag with these two women, and that they were going to kill me when I fell asleep.
My subconscious was rapidly pooling through data, such as:
Women can't be overtly attractive, but just attractive enough
Sleeping bag can't be so large as to be unreal
Conscious must not know that women intend to kill, or how
Method of murder will be stabbing
Conscious will awaken from the dream when the knives begin to stab
Conscious will understand that a murder was committed, but not experienced by conscious
There was so so so much more than this. I mean, that's not even vaguely close to what I'm trying to convey, here. I can't do it justice without more time to meditate on this, or to experience it again. It was like an otherworldly supercomputer pouring though data to exact the ramifications of the dream in a manner that was intended for me to experience for some specific set of reasons.
I didn't get deep enough into this to learn WHY my subconscious was creating this, but only HOW, which, really, was pretty fucking incredible unto itself.
Very early this morning, I woke abruptly from a dream because I came too hard into it with my consciousness in an effort to "go lucid", which is like the lucid dream version of premature ejaculation. But there was a residual effect of coming too hard, and it blew me the fuck away, and I'd like to share it here.
I "caught" my subconscious writing the dream behind the scenes. I "heard" or "saw" or "intuited" my subconscious jockeying with elements of the dream in an effort to make it more sustainable and believable to me.
The crux of the dream was that I was camping with two women, and that I was going to share a large sleeping bag with these two women, and that they were going to kill me when I fell asleep.
My subconscious was rapidly pooling through data, such as:
Women can't be overtly attractive, but just attractive enough
Sleeping bag can't be so large as to be unreal
Conscious must not know that women intend to kill, or how
Method of murder will be stabbing
Conscious will awaken from the dream when the knives begin to stab
Conscious will understand that a murder was committed, but not experienced by conscious
There was so so so much more than this. I mean, that's not even vaguely close to what I'm trying to convey, here. I can't do it justice without more time to meditate on this, or to experience it again. It was like an otherworldly supercomputer pouring though data to exact the ramifications of the dream in a manner that was intended for me to experience for some specific set of reasons.
I didn't get deep enough into this to learn WHY my subconscious was creating this, but only HOW, which, really, was pretty fucking incredible unto itself.
