Actual Thoughts I've Had, Verbatim...

[user328]

She had some major health issues, so it may not have been PMS.

[Mister Obvious]

Awww, that is sad. Well you know what... at least she's left her mark on the world as the prettiest DIY goth model God ever made.

[Mister Obvious]

I have certainly never seen a prettier girl in the goth aesthetic, so it is quite impressive.

[user328]

Awww, that is sad. Well you know what... at least she's left her mark on the world as the prettiest DIY goth model God ever made.

As far as I know, her Instagram and goth clothing store are still active. Maybe she's doing porn on her OnlyFans page now.

She's most definitely the prettiest goth model who ever lived, with Alice Lockhart being a close second.

[user328]

I wonder what Abi would say if she stumbled upon this little fan cult of ours. lol

[Mister Obvious]

I wonder what Abi would say if she stumbled upon this little fan cult of ours. lol

I'm not really a "fan" but I recognize the extent of her effort and her talent as a DIY model, which is the only kind of modeling that should be taking place in the 21st century. The days of contracts and having your image owned by an outside party are dead and done.

I am sure she'd be creeped out just as she probably was when she decided to dial back her internet presence.

Hopefully she doesn't do OF anymore... it's a waste of any woman's time.

[user328]

Well, I hope my using her pics as avatars doesn't creep her out. I'm trying to be respectful about it.

[Mister Obvious]

I think you are fine, there's nothing wrong with rocking photos of one of your favorite models as avatars.

Things are different these days... the best and most talented peeps are not hiding behind corporate modeling giants anymore, they're not peddled out to the masses on TV/film, they're typically self-managed and much smaller in reach than their predecessors who had unwarranted popularity.

[user328]

I haven't seen one of her sitting on the floor, so your subconscious must've made it up.

Holy shit. I lied.

I do have one of her sitting on a purple rug on the floor next to a bed and nightstand. But she has purple hair in this pic, so it's not exactly how you'd expect a pic of her to look.

https://i.imgur.com/sSm63Ck.jpeg

[Mister Obvious]

Holy shit. I lied.

I do have one of her sitting on a purple rug on the floor next to a bed and nightstand. But she has purple hair in this pic, so it's not exactly how you'd expect a pic of her to look.

https://i.imgur.com/sSm63Ck.jpeg

Remarkably similar setting, however there was a mattress visible atop a bed frame, rather than the obscuring sunken in design, and she was sitting with her left side to the nightstand, her back to the long side of the bed, and there was lime green and/or maybe some type of vibrant orange in the photo. Those two colors get mixed up for me though they are very dissimilar, they make me feel the exact same way so I think that's the association between them.

[Mister Obvious]

The fact that she's actually taken a photo in that setting suggests to me that it is possible the photo of her I saw in my dream may actually exist. Quite interesting.

[Mister Obvious]

The dreams I've had in the past of scrolling through message boards have all been somewhat psychic and/or prophetic, now that I come to think of it. I won't go into details, but it's uncanny. I think this may have to do with the non-physical nature of the internet, it sort of exists in a timeless realm and the way consciousness interacts with it has a vaguely psychic quality to it in my opinion.

[user328]

I wasn't able to find all the photos of her that I used to have. You may have seen a pic a long time ago that's fallen into the memory hole since then.

[Mister Obvious]

For example, I once had a dream involving the sysop of a moderately popular forum I used to frequent, and I saw this person reading through members' private messages on an admin interface that they had designed. I also saw the layout of the home which I have no reason to believe was not accurate in its outfitting, due to candid photos I saw of said sysop taken in their home years later. This person was later said to have had backdoors designed into the site which allowed for the browsing of messages assumed to have been private.

[Mister Obvious]

You may have seen a pic a long time ago that's fallen into the memory hole since then.

Doubtful but logical.

[user428]

I'm still waiting for MO to have a dream about me, and not those other guys.

[Mister Obvious]

Lolol, Dan, lol. Well, I typically don't dream about very many people who I actually know, or have seen before. They're usually all made up characters. The internet folks I do dream about are recurring and very random... almost never the people who I would have chosen to dream about either.

[Mister Obvious]

Like for example, I'd love to have a dirty, sexually charged dream about ~2015 era Bob Lazar, my current online fixation...



But ah well. You take what you can get I guess.

[user428]

Okay. That makes me feel better.

I'm gunna change my oil tomorrow. Finally got some time. It's really easy.

[user328]

I quit changing my oil when I learned I could have it done for the same price.