03-27-2020, 12:32 PM
To be fair she was only partly to blame. I should have been more aware. The pc was being turned on and off all the time during the session and it was just that one time she forgot and I kinda hastily jumped in. Maybe I subconsciously wanted it and maybe she subconsciously passed some abuse onto someone in her care, since later I found out she was abused as a child. It was a perfect storm really.
I didn’t know about people being psychically connected electromocutedly until I read about it here. But I do have a love of thunderstorms. A few years ago I was caught after nightfall in a severe thunderstorm on a long hike. I was atop the ridge in the pouring rain, literally inside the cloud when the loudest crack of thunder spliced the sky. My God. The powerful ego shattering that caused as I submitted in awe as it slowly grinned it’s way along, acknowledging my worship. I guess that was my point of realisation I was in communication with something. I was concerned about how I would get back to my car in the dark moonless drench fest with no torch or phone light as I was about an hour away. But luckily the lightning flashes picked up pace becoming almost rapid fire and I was able to see my way down the mountain with relative ease.
Oh and I’m trying out this name now. It’s derived from melancholic and jolly but at the same time!
I didn’t know about people being psychically connected electromocutedly until I read about it here. But I do have a love of thunderstorms. A few years ago I was caught after nightfall in a severe thunderstorm on a long hike. I was atop the ridge in the pouring rain, literally inside the cloud when the loudest crack of thunder spliced the sky. My God. The powerful ego shattering that caused as I submitted in awe as it slowly grinned it’s way along, acknowledging my worship. I guess that was my point of realisation I was in communication with something. I was concerned about how I would get back to my car in the dark moonless drench fest with no torch or phone light as I was about an hour away. But luckily the lightning flashes picked up pace becoming almost rapid fire and I was able to see my way down the mountain with relative ease.
Oh and I’m trying out this name now. It’s derived from melancholic and jolly but at the same time!