07-31-2022, 03:38 PM
It sounds like you've been dealing with an extremely toxic, draining situation for a very long time...
Those types of situations can cause very real physical problems.
Especially when it comes to the stomach area.
Holding in all that pain, internalizing all that abuse, it can cause so many problems and depending on the type of pain (emotional from an abusive family member for example), it will manifest in specific areas of the body.
Cutting yourself loose from the feeders will allow your body to start mending itself with that extra energy that would have been spent either on them directly, or on the pain and sadness they're actively causing you.
Take those steps, go the distance, and the way will appear before you.
Never forget, you're a man and you are innately POWERFUL. Your body would always be able to run in good order, heal itself, and be healthy if only you had a healthy environment (mentally above all).
Keep us updated...
And don't change your mind (health emergency aside, hopefully nothing arises), and don't ever go back to that abusive situation.
I'm sure you've concluded by now that sometimes it's just better to be dead than to be beholden to douchebag forces.
And we here WANT you alive, and THRIVING. So do what you have to in order to get free.
Between now and the 12th, expect the energies to get weird. They may not consciously know your plans... but nothing is secret. The energy surrounding the situation will KNOW.
Be set in stone with your plans, and don't fuck it up in the meantime! You're leaving, and there's no reason to be too upset by anything they say/do. Don't be too nice either though... just be your typical self and try not to arouse any sus.
Those types of situations can cause very real physical problems.
Especially when it comes to the stomach area.
Holding in all that pain, internalizing all that abuse, it can cause so many problems and depending on the type of pain (emotional from an abusive family member for example), it will manifest in specific areas of the body.
Cutting yourself loose from the feeders will allow your body to start mending itself with that extra energy that would have been spent either on them directly, or on the pain and sadness they're actively causing you.
Take those steps, go the distance, and the way will appear before you.
Never forget, you're a man and you are innately POWERFUL. Your body would always be able to run in good order, heal itself, and be healthy if only you had a healthy environment (mentally above all).
Keep us updated...
And don't change your mind (health emergency aside, hopefully nothing arises), and don't ever go back to that abusive situation.
I'm sure you've concluded by now that sometimes it's just better to be dead than to be beholden to douchebag forces.
And we here WANT you alive, and THRIVING. So do what you have to in order to get free.
Between now and the 12th, expect the energies to get weird. They may not consciously know your plans... but nothing is secret. The energy surrounding the situation will KNOW.
Be set in stone with your plans, and don't fuck it up in the meantime! You're leaving, and there's no reason to be too upset by anything they say/do. Don't be too nice either though... just be your typical self and try not to arouse any sus.
