Fleeing the Plantation

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Narcissists should be dismembered and the pieces buried in separate lands far from one another, to ensure they don't demonically reassemble unto physical manifestation.

Narcissists don't choose to be Narcissists. It's bad nurture. Maybe you aren't a victim of them; you've been given an opportunity to be free 
of them. Hate and Love carry the same intensity of energy; hate is wasted energy and the same amount that goes into love. Seeing the good
in the bad is helpful, like zen type neg to pos viewing. On some bad days I have, which are becoming more and more infrequent; I try to see
if there is hidden education in that 'bad' day to learn and there always is. I feel very 'robbed' if there's nothing to learn from a bad experience. 
Like it's part of growth to see something as a stepping stone forward instead of an imaginary hand knocking me back. Staying out of a victim
mentality has been key for me. I've been my own worst enemy for sure; and have always blamed things outside of me for this, that, and the other. 

That's lot of painful energy; lots of 'useful' energy you have. Art is great for expressing it, and writing it down. I'm sure making this thread is more
than just communication; it's cathartic hopefully. 

When it clicks, it's a loud rush of wind into a self made hardened facility where you've been kept safe from the outside and the dust settles and sunshine
and blue skies with a beautiful green earth await you (when it's time) to take it and own it and see it's safe to come out; not all is a desolate wasteland
of survivors and abusers, our emotions and imagination can paint it so; what it paints it can also repaint.