04-28-2023, 01:36 PM
I couldn't agree with her more...
I feel better than ever before in my entire fucking life.
As my fertility is supposedly shit-tanking, I feel physically fucking great and mentally better than EVER.
And I'm talking by a fucking LONG SHOT.
During the years that were my "most fertile" my mental state was hell and I was in a state of constant paranoia and fear, for UNLIMITED reasons.
Doesn't matter what it was, real, imagined, completely fucking fabricated...
I was in mental hell/torment and didn't feel physically great either.
Now that I'm supposedly just falling off the cliff face first according to "society", I feel ready to get more physically active and have plans for total domination of my fitness during the next ~10 years.
I have almost none of the mental negativity I used to have even a few short years ago, and I care ~1000% less about EVERYTHING than I ever did before.
All of the shite and wank has been replaced with either neutrality, or something on a scale from peace/pleasant to joyous.
I feel better than ever before in my entire fucking life.
As my fertility is supposedly shit-tanking, I feel physically fucking great and mentally better than EVER.
And I'm talking by a fucking LONG SHOT.
During the years that were my "most fertile" my mental state was hell and I was in a state of constant paranoia and fear, for UNLIMITED reasons.
Doesn't matter what it was, real, imagined, completely fucking fabricated...
I was in mental hell/torment and didn't feel physically great either.
Now that I'm supposedly just falling off the cliff face first according to "society", I feel ready to get more physically active and have plans for total domination of my fitness during the next ~10 years.
I have almost none of the mental negativity I used to have even a few short years ago, and I care ~1000% less about EVERYTHING than I ever did before.
All of the shite and wank has been replaced with either neutrality, or something on a scale from peace/pleasant to joyous.
