04-28-2023, 01:41 PM
And along with those changes in my feelings overall, there WAS a total loss of desire for carnal bullshit.
So IT IS related to hormones and changes in reproductive viability, I'm sure.
But if this is what it feels like to be less fertile, sweet fuck, bring it on.
I would never go back to feeling that mental torment and physical unwellness that I used to deal with.
When you have the desire for sex, romance, relationships, you are trapped in a low vibration.
There is an absolute cap on how "high" into the realms of joy that you can actually go...
And it ain't very high.
Once you get past those hormonal hurdles, you go way above and beyond what you could have ever imagined.
At least females do...
Men probably don't because they never escape that reproductive hell desire.
No wonder they hate women so much!
So IT IS related to hormones and changes in reproductive viability, I'm sure.
But if this is what it feels like to be less fertile, sweet fuck, bring it on.
I would never go back to feeling that mental torment and physical unwellness that I used to deal with.
When you have the desire for sex, romance, relationships, you are trapped in a low vibration.
There is an absolute cap on how "high" into the realms of joy that you can actually go...
And it ain't very high.
Once you get past those hormonal hurdles, you go way above and beyond what you could have ever imagined.
At least females do...
Men probably don't because they never escape that reproductive hell desire.
No wonder they hate women so much!