10-27-2023, 05:29 PM
So...
I'm not sure how well the quest to help Eugenia is going.
The bottom line is that she only has one mode...
It's the constant "livestreamer" persona.
No matter where she is or what she's doing, she is always full on, like she's in front of the camera even if she's not.
There is no other Eugenia. What we see is who she is 24/7.
I don't think the people trying to help her expected that to be the case.
From what I can tell, people almost wish that she WAS fake, that it really was all an act and that her mask would slip and she would just unleash some kind of inner cunt she's been hiding.
But unfortunately, it seems like she's been taking refuge in livestreaming for so many years that she has completely disappeared into it.
On one hand, it's great that she found something to get her through and make her feel safe. The bad side of it is that she can't function any other way now, and she's become totally lost in it.
It's causing frustration with people around her because they can't break through it, they can't get through to "the real" Eugenia. She won't "get real" and talk some real shit.
Cuz I don't think she actually can.
Now that's not to say there isn't a snotty side of Eugenia that she hides from her audience whenever possible. There's a snotty side, but it never comes close to the mask slipping. It's not a mask. It's her whole identity now. This is it.
No one seems to be able to get to anything deeper underneath it all. And I don't think it's a matter of trust. I don't think it would make a difference how much she trusted somebody... she can't get deeper and "get real" because this is all there is.
People thought there was something to get through to, but there isn't. She was so developmentally stunted by a childhood likely full of abuse, then she found a way to escape (online) whilst still being imprisoned, and she NEVER got to develop in the real world.
It's sad, but I think it all goes too deep for even the MOST qualified, patient and caring people to deal with. It's proving to be a very frustrating, annoying, confounding situation. It's just not a very common thing. Eugenia's got a very bad case of it, and it's been going on for so long that only a straight up miracle could fix it.
So I think there could still be hope for Eugenia, but it's gonna take divine intervention. This job is too big for mere mortals.
I'm not sure how well the quest to help Eugenia is going.
The bottom line is that she only has one mode...
It's the constant "livestreamer" persona.
No matter where she is or what she's doing, she is always full on, like she's in front of the camera even if she's not.
There is no other Eugenia. What we see is who she is 24/7.
I don't think the people trying to help her expected that to be the case.
From what I can tell, people almost wish that she WAS fake, that it really was all an act and that her mask would slip and she would just unleash some kind of inner cunt she's been hiding.
But unfortunately, it seems like she's been taking refuge in livestreaming for so many years that she has completely disappeared into it.
On one hand, it's great that she found something to get her through and make her feel safe. The bad side of it is that she can't function any other way now, and she's become totally lost in it.
It's causing frustration with people around her because they can't break through it, they can't get through to "the real" Eugenia. She won't "get real" and talk some real shit.
Cuz I don't think she actually can.
Now that's not to say there isn't a snotty side of Eugenia that she hides from her audience whenever possible. There's a snotty side, but it never comes close to the mask slipping. It's not a mask. It's her whole identity now. This is it.
No one seems to be able to get to anything deeper underneath it all. And I don't think it's a matter of trust. I don't think it would make a difference how much she trusted somebody... she can't get deeper and "get real" because this is all there is.
People thought there was something to get through to, but there isn't. She was so developmentally stunted by a childhood likely full of abuse, then she found a way to escape (online) whilst still being imprisoned, and she NEVER got to develop in the real world.
It's sad, but I think it all goes too deep for even the MOST qualified, patient and caring people to deal with. It's proving to be a very frustrating, annoying, confounding situation. It's just not a very common thing. Eugenia's got a very bad case of it, and it's been going on for so long that only a straight up miracle could fix it.
So I think there could still be hope for Eugenia, but it's gonna take divine intervention. This job is too big for mere mortals.
