09-08-2025, 12:14 PM
I did something all through the night and into the early morning that I generally have been abstaining from, never quite reaching the finish line, if you know what I mean. OK, it’s totally obvious what I’m talking about so I’ll just say: It was more like solo tantric sex than edging— spiritual, but dark at points, at some points really really dark, but then I would will myself over to the light, only to sync(sic) back into the dark. It was like the dark was naturally happening, and the light I was having to work for. Apologies for any TMI.