Elliot Rodger...

[Willow]

I have been watching the videos of Elliot for most of the day. I have been through a gambit of different emotions and beliefs. And while there is just something so off about it, about him, the last conclusion that I came to was that he was more or less in love with himself. Remember, when he says something to the effect of "I am pretty, no denying that." What the heck??? That's not the way dudes talk, especially about themselves. Could it be that he thought so much like a female, that he was jealous of all the 'blonde Barbie Doll types', because he couldn't be one of them? It's too bad for him that he took off with his (too) crazy mindset of how great he was and getting his long planned revenge. When in reality he was living in a world with so many others who think and feel the same way as he did. If he had given it just a little bit more time he could have had his own show. He could have been a male, a female, a robot, a male robot or female robot, or soon he could take hold of a programmed robot that would have gladly given him all the sex he wanted. And then just like most of the rest of us, he would have found out, that sex is just so overrated. By now he could have been thinking, "I am so over that!!! Thank goodness I didn't go on that killing spree a few years back. What was I thinking???

Dude was just totally eaten up with it. I too saw a whole world of another world in his wild eyes. I'm gonna have to go with sociopathic/psycho in his reality. No conspiracy, although I am still pondering the 'same shirt, sun glasses, and the fact that he hadn't grown very much from the time he went with dad and stepmom to the red carpet thingy. Sometimes truth is indeed stranger than fiction. 

Willow