When you puff on the reefer from age 13 into your adult years regularly, it becomes very difficult to leave behind for good. Up until about two months ago I had been 'Clean' for about six months total and prior to that probably 4-5 years consistently and every time I am even NEAR the stuff I crave the fuck out of it and give into my weakness... Which then leads to the urge to buy my own and that is a burden, hands down fucking wasteful to my wallet and my overall well-being (I legitimately want to be high whenever and wherever I go and it becomes risky when I smoke in my car etc.).
I am not saying that I do not agree with marijuana use by any means, but I am saying that it truly is time for me to say goodbye to my dear friend Miss. Jane.
Why am I posting something so silly? FREEDOM OF SPEECH, NOTHERCUCKER** ;)
JKJK
I am actually posting this reaching out to individuals in this same category that have been a regular user for 7+ years... I want to know if any of you have this same problem when the desire to quit comes around? Is it a HUGE challenge at first to resist the urge? Am I just individually challenged when it comes to will-power?! Lol
Regardless, I have given my glass to a buddy of mine so not to have that subconscious psychological temptation around me and we will see how this goes.
I am not saying that I do not agree with marijuana use by any means, but I am saying that it truly is time for me to say goodbye to my dear friend Miss. Jane.
Why am I posting something so silly? FREEDOM OF SPEECH, NOTHERCUCKER** ;)
JKJK
I am actually posting this reaching out to individuals in this same category that have been a regular user for 7+ years... I want to know if any of you have this same problem when the desire to quit comes around? Is it a HUGE challenge at first to resist the urge? Am I just individually challenged when it comes to will-power?! Lol
Regardless, I have given my glass to a buddy of mine so not to have that subconscious psychological temptation around me and we will see how this goes.
