12-14-2017, 10:27 PM
(12-14-2017, 10:20 PM)Russian Bot Wrote: You didn't answer my question. How do guys react when you smile at them in an innocuous human-to-human sort of way?
They're usually nice to me back or smile back or whatever...
I mean...
What are they expected to do? Run over to me and propose?
I've actually had dudes tell me to calm down.
LMAO.
Like a couple times this has happened.
Because like I said, I go around... pretty fucking happy all the time, and sometimes I even seem excited.
But this is me in general, this isn't just because I might be talking to a dude. As far as whether or not they perceive it that way, not my problem.
You know I have a thing for widow's peaks... well, there's a story. I actually posted it, let me find that...
(07-28-2017, 11:30 PM)Trix Wrote: Whenever I see somebody on the internet or in real life with a mad widow's peak...
I comment on it.
I mentioned it one day to a guy who was at a check-out once...
I literally called it a "mad widow's peak" and kept going on and on about how amazing it was and he's like, "Calm down."
It was so smooth, I love it when people take fawning gracefully and even in an authoritative kinda way.
(07-29-2017, 12:05 AM)Trix Wrote: And YES, I think I said something along the lines of...
"You've got a mad widow's peak going on... pretty impressive."
He responded, I have no idea what he said. I was just nodding.
Then I go, "I wish I had a widow's peak."
Then he's like, "Calm down."
Thing is, I was totally serious. I do wish I had a widow's peak, that would be awesome. Now I could see how a dude would think I was just a total weirdo making an observation about his widow's peak and trying to come onto him over his hair.
And actually that reminds me of another time I complemented a dude's hair...
It was at WalMart checkout with this dude who was not your conventionally good looking guy...
I am not about looks. I was into this dude because he was fucking nice and genuine and... well he had that badass curly hair that I love.
So we were talking about the weather or something, and he started talking about how his hair was being crazy because of the rain...
Anyways, I told him I thought it looked great and you better believe I meant every word of it. I kinda wanted to marry him in that moment and I think he would have said yes.
I sort of feel as if people just assume I'm completely insane in public... I can't be normal, I can't not look excited, and I can't talk about normal shit. I can do the small talk, of course... but if you actually start talking to me in attempt to know who you're talking to... I don't hold back. Some people can jive with it, some people can't.
If somebody can't deal with my weirdness then the whole thing is completely fucked anyway... that's like a permanent fixture with me. It's... not gonna change. It's who I am.
I just need to find a nice older man who is also really weird, but super smart and successful and hopefully he'll load me up with some of that genius babybatter.