01-30-2018, 12:53 AM
OMG, Kelli's ayahuasca experience?! Are we really ready for this?? I dunnooo.
Let's see what she says.
This should be pretty interesting. Wonder when she took it??
She did it super recently! Wow! I think Kelli was tripping hard enough already. LOL.
Hopefully it didn't interfere with her established settings... they were already pretty good.
She's been a little different since that time though, now that I think about it.
Especially now that she's talking about the reptilians and stuff... seems like a bit of a downgrade to me.
3:25 her daughter is in earshot while she's making this vid, LOL!
"Mommy's gonna go trip on ayahuasca now, sweetheart, see you in a few days!"
7:48 it's very interesting to hear her talking about this because I've experienced the 'falling sensation' many times.
19:45 is she talking about the lattice?? Saying she can't "move it" and there's something "wrong" with that...
Um no sorry Kelly, LOL. There's nothing "wrong" with that, you're not supposed to be able to "move" it because that's the framework that everything clings to. It's just totally pointless to try to "move" it because it's irrelevant anyway. Wanting to "move" it is some ego shit.
She's making ayahuasca not sound that great, LMAO.
23:00 it's unfortunate that she interprets the heavenly bodies to be 'trapped' by these 'honeycomb cages'...
That's... not what's happening at all. ROFL. Holy hell.
For the first time I am kinda not jiving with Kelli's conclusions.
The thing about all this stuff Kelli is describing is that she's seen it all through the human perceptive vehicle, which means her mind has automatically 'translated' it into well-known archetypes and other symbolism.
28:45... everything she's saying reminds me of two magnets pushing apart from each other. That invisible force that repels. It's not a mystery. Everything in the universe is communication via proxy due to the nature of existence in the first place... there is only one consciousness, which is fractalized. The "grid" (lattice) is the system of coordinate points, it's the system that facilitates the illusion of separation.
Bah, I just feel like tripping on ayahuasca confused things for Kelli more than it clarified them or expanded them in any useful way.
35:15 she's right with regards to going 'within' to the 'event horizon/zero point' and creating your reality by setting your intention from that place. But all that does is send a 'ripple' throughout the 'grid' (lattice) which aligns it to that intention. The lattice is what 'creation' clings to. The lattice isn't the freaking enemy.
39:10 see all this has done is shown her the framework of everything. All it's done is make her see the matrix and all its specifications which govern the shape/manifestation and boundaries of patterns. But it doesn't seem like seeing this has really helped her in any way... not as far as I can tell. It seems to be because she has this negative interpretation of the matrix and the lattice.
41:50 she's talking about the formlessness of pure consciousness being 'outside' of the matrix. She said she saw it, beyond the lattice. Well no shit! When you get into pure consciousness there's no freaking form. That's WHY there's a damn matrix... so SOMETHING can be experienced. What the hell is Kelli saying? Is she saying she wants to go back to pure consciousness and not be in any kind of experience whatsoever anymore? I think that's pretty hardcore based in ego right there. Seems a lil selfish.
It seems like she is caught up in this concept that she's gonna be exploring this 'pure consciousness' place with some type of individual consciousness. Which is just completely against the nature of existence. The matrix exists because that state of 'pure consciousness' is not defined... AT ALL. The matrix comes into being in order to DEFINE IT and give it ANY meaning whatsoever, because otherwise there IS NO focus and NO WAY TO focus on ANYTHING.
Because once something gets focused on... IT BECOMES THE FREAKING MATRIX.
It's pretty simple.
But hey I dig Kelli, as I've always said. I still think she's very right on, I do. I still think she's great.
I do still pretty much agree with her about things... I just think to a certain level she has some fear-based beliefs regarding reality. Which is kind of a problem. And she's clearly going through a super long (and hella entertaining, thanks for sharing, Kelli) process to work through and shed the fuck out of that fear.
