04-20-2018, 06:59 PM
What she says about "space" being full instead of empty is really interesting... and saying that it's like an ocean. It would make sense on a micro/macro kinda level.
46:50 Kelli's talking about some trashy TV producer who came onto her etc. Sounds like it happened a long time ago. But I mean... that's the game. She literally knows it from personal experience, so it really stumps me why the hell she'd even bother with that platform again.
2:14:00 I really appreciate this perspective. It's so true. I really do agree with Kelli so much.
2:14:46 Kelli's traumatized over her daughter getting hit by a car and narrowly escaping with her life. And I'm sure her daughter is hugely subconsciously traumatized (the subconscious would be the bulk of her residual problems with the incident). While I do understand where Kelli is coming from, and I don't even deny the validity of what she's saying... I really think there are some things you should just admit within yourself, and not share with others. Or if you do share that perspective, do it anonymously. Or at the very least, privately with very select confidants.
Sure, reality is an illusion and all is one... but while you're here, you're playing the game, and there is NO getting around that. It's frowned upon to 'break the fourth wall' as it concerns another "character's" identity. That is an EMERGENCY maneuver. Maybe Kelli's level of trauma IS an emergency. But she really should get some treatment if she's that traumatized, and her daughter needs treatment too. She needs to be warned about the experience being subconsciously recorded. There are such things as flashbacks, there can be nightmares, there can be "anxiety" and "fear" caused by it (but perhaps seemingly unrelated to it)... but it's hard later down the line because people sweep negative experiences under the rug and they don't tie them together with any negative effects they may have later.
Kelli is very interesting and mostly right on. I truly do love her. But nobody is perfect. Nobody can be expected to 'check themselves' and magically get over all their issues as they crop up. That would be the antithesis of life on this planet, LOL. It's ALL ABOUT this down and dirty shit we end up having to deal with, it's all about HOW we deal with it. And nobody is above seeking out help if they need it... bottom line. Whatever Kelli's flavor of 'therapy' is, she should get it in order to heal the trauma she's experienced. And if Kelli needs it, her daughter definitely needs it... the nature of the experience for her (Kelli said she was unconscious) is so embedded in the subconscious mind that the manner in which any ill effects manifest would probably be pretty complex.
Trauma has to be addressed and discussed, and the possible effects have to be examined... before they become a problem.
