The Secret of the Golden Flower

[zenba]

http://www.thesecretofthegoldenflower.com/index.html

"The unstable Pearl of the sun always wants to leave people; finally finding the Golden Flower, they change and stay by each other."

answers to questions i've been asking for about 15 years...

[Mister Obvious]

Lots of great info on that page. I even wanted to object to a few things I read, but then I realized that I was wrong.

[zenba]

i used to talk about a set of experiences i had during my heavy meditation phases. the experiences were so powerful that i was physically unable to speak of them, it took me a few years to be able to get the words out. it's still difficult to this day. i was never able to find anything remotely describing what i experienced.

it's not even a proper thing to say. `i touched enlightenment.` <— guaranteed way to get the construct to slap you around a bit.

and yet, i turned my light, bloomed my golden flower, and caught an unstable pearl of the sun.

having changed, merged, and steeped... it wants to bloom again, but ...going the other way? how can i interpret that? the conquering of the lower body allowing reception of the higher self, the soul, a godspark. this was a highly introverted process. an... extroverted meditation? can the pearl be stabilized into a permanent source of Radiance? is that what the golden circles around people's heads in old paintings symbolizes?

to become a living tuning fork of the anointed consciousness.

[Guest]

i used to talk about a set of experiences i had during my heavy meditation phases. the experiences were so powerful that i was physically unable to speak of them, it took me a few years to be able to get the words out. it's still difficult to this day. i was never able to find anything remotely describing what i experienced.

it's not even a proper thing to say. `i touched enlightenment.` <— guaranteed way to get the construct to slap you around a bit.

and yet, i turned my light, bloomed my golden flower, and caught an unstable pearl of the sun.

having changed, merged, and steeped... it wants to bloom again, but ...going the other way? how can i interpret that? the conquering of the lower body allowing reception of the higher self, the soul, a godspark. this was a highly introverted process. an... extroverted meditation? can the pearl be stabilized into a permanent source of Radiance? is that what the golden circles around people's heads in old paintings symbolizes?

to become a living tuning fork of the anointed consciousness.

You are a highly gifted bullshit artist.

The say the elevated don't flex.

I find that statement ironic as it's paradoxical.

[zenba]

i find it amusing that you meant to insult me, but ended up complimenting me more than you insulted.

you just might be able to realize what you thought was bullshit, was not.