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08-25-2021, 01:37 PM
For years, I've been very interested in learning to live in a compact area and not only maintain my sanity, but THRIVE within that environment.
For example, traveling around solo in my SUV... it was some of the most intense fun and pleasure I've ever had in my life.
Couldn't even sit up in certain areas of the vehicle, not enough head room... but I learned to physically navigate that space, and not only enjoy it, but LOOK FORWARD TO IT.
Not only enjoyed it... but LOVED IT.
Not only loved it, but felt immense comfort from it. Immense safety. Immense peace.
That's the same feeling I get when I realize that almost every object I use regularly is within arm's reach in the space that I live in (where I spend the most time every day)...
I think there is a purpose in living this way, at least for me. I've been under the impression for years that I need this experience in my DNA for future generations. It's my belief that people will do local space travel a lot in the future, there will be personal space faring vehicles. People will probably spend a lot of time in space flying around in these small craft.
REGARDLESS of my little theory...
I think it is beneficial for ANYONE to learn to live in a small space, and not only remain sane and stable mentally, but learn to TRULY be HAPPY in that space.
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I've known a lot of people who would never be able to live that way, let alone be happy doing it...
I feel bad for those people.
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I am surrounded by everything I need...
Anything.
Whatever I want at any given time.
It's pretty much right here.
In excess, furthermore.
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And the thing is? I ain't even rich.
This is why America is the greatest country in the world...
And people need to realize, even in hard times?
We will be fucking fine...
People need to realize what we're truly surrounded by.
We're surrounded by plenty.
When it comes down to it, if people who have excess are willing to share (and they better be willing, otherwise mofos are just gonna come and take it)...
Nobody's gonna want for much, even when/if the shit hits the fan.
This is my honest and true belief...
People can shake their head at me, think I'm retarded, think I'm wrong...
But I'm telling you...
I come from a background of poverty, and excess is still my life.
If I look back? It always has been.
I didn't have several computers back in the day, I only had one. But that was pretty standard for any normal family in the early 2000s.
We actually had more computers than most people did...
A lot of my friends had one computer per household, but in my house, we each had our own computer.
This has always been my life, even when we were on food stamps and getting a $5 shirt at WalMart a couple times a year was a crazy treat.
Somehow we were still surrounded by everything we needed.
Why?
Because America.
And because hoarding tendencies, lmao.
But we had what we needed.
We still have what we need.
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America is the land of excess in every single way.
Even when things get bad...
It ain't like it was back in the Great Depression era...
Shit is way, way different now.
In the land of excess, when hard times hit...
I guarantee that excess will spread out and most people will get what the fuck they need.
And when it's over...
We will still be in excess.
And we'll be complaining...
And the rest of the world will continue to call us bitchy over "first world problems" and roll their eyes at our unaddressed abundance.
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This kind of momentum doesn't just fuckin' stop...
It can slow down, but it's like a train putting on the brakes...
Gonna be a long time before that fucker hits a full stop.
It's too big and too heavy, too much force to stop.
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This is why countries around the world idolize America's freedom and excess.
The globalists hate our abundance and wanna take it away...
*shakes head*
Good way to get fucking dealt with.
Stand in front of the train, go splat.
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I want to live in a little troll cave with miss mo
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I've always wanted to live in a cave!!!
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08-25-2021, 11:56 PM
Well try to figure this one out.
Assault Ass Ault?
It don't make sense cunts.
Does it refer to Altering someones Ass?
You will never get it.
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It's particularly important that everything be arm's length away from me when I'm in bed.
I can reach everything I could possibly need during the night typically closer than arm's length...
I've got my flashlight, my water bottle, some Carmex, my earbuds, my phone, my laptop all within reach.
I can hit the lights without getting up, but I do have to stretch.
You know, now that I think about it, I have my sleeping quarters set up almost exactly like I had it arranged in my car.
Holy shit...
I'm even using some of the foam bedding FROM my car on top of this super slender mattress I sleep on.
Wow, until now I didn't even realize the parallels.
This is some crazy shit...
Seems like my training is even more deeply embedded than I realized.
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(08-25-2021, 11:56 PM)8EDvW Wrote: Well try to figure this one out.
Assault Ass Ault?
It don't make sense cunts.
Does it refer to Altering someones Ass?
You will never get it.
Dude, bro. Shut up.
Like can't you see I'm having a moment right now.
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(08-25-2021, 11:59 PM)Mister Obvious Wrote: Seems like my training is even more deeply embedded than I realized.
Reminds me of that one time I got high on the wacky weed (don't tell anybody) and I went into my bedroom and realized I'm literally an agent.
Everything was packed in black luggage (backpacks, handbags, laptop bags, black lockboxes, all types of black bags in various sizes) and everything inside them was packed in ziplock bags (of varying sizes)...
I realized by the way everything was laid out in my room that there was an underlying method to the arrangement.
Everything looked as if I was just passing through... like I was in a hotel room.
Then I looked at what I was wearing (which is pretty much what I'm wearing right now, but this was years ago) and I realized...
I essentially wear a uniform every single day.
I realized at that moment what I'd known deep down for years, which is that I'm a universal free agent...
Don't work for an entity or a conglomerate...
Do your own fucking bidding.
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08-26-2021, 12:11 AM
What's my mission??
Well...
To have one unrequited love experience right after another apparently!?
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(08-26-2021, 12:03 AM)Mister Obvious Wrote: Everything was packed in black luggage (backpacks, handbags, laptop bags, black lockboxes, all types of black bags in various sizes) and everything inside them was packed in ziplock bags (of varying sizes)...
Even now, I'm living out of a black luggage bag where I keep my selection of clothes for the week as well as any accessories I know I might be interested in wearing.
And when I think back on my life?
I'VE ALWAYS DONE IT.
I'VE ALWAYS FUCKING DONE IT.
I'VE ALWAYS LIVED OUT OF LUGGAGE.
I remember being 13 or 14 and having this realization that I was living out of luggage day to day EVEN THOUGH I WASN'T FUCKING GOING ANYWHERE.
Holy shit...
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It fucking ALL traces back to around the time when I was 12 and I made my first agent badge...
https://www.sectual.com/thread-290-post-...#pid142267
I was 12 when I had my first 'awakening' and realization of my duality...
The first time I realized I had a 'shadow' side, and I interpreted it as 'evil' right off the bat, it was scary.
Of course over the years, I came to understand what it really was and today obviously I am totally aware of how it all works.
But that is absolutely when this all began.
It reminds me of Marduk's story about how "Marduk came into me when I was 12"...
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Holy shit...
And there are things I absolutely cannot tell you guys about what happened in my life when I was 12...
It's actually one of my most deep, intense, scary stories...
And the truth is?
Now that I tie it all together...
I realize that was a part of it too.
I realize now that it began then.
There's a whole lot more to this 'universal agent' thing than I ever realized before this moment.
It's gonna take me a minute to think about what this all means...
But I have a good feeling about it, and I recognize this as a "before & after" moment in my life.
Thanks everybody for being here tonight.
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